My Beautiful Ghost

You are a thing I constantly fear.
That, one day, I will come across you.
That, one day, I will have to face you.
One day, what I don't want happens.
Old habits that push me down.
Fighting!
With my consciousness that pulls me back.

Bac...Back-off!

It's hard to fight with myself.
My subconscious self.
Who is better than being me than myself.
Does things that I cannot do.
Each step I take, you carry me.
Don't let me fall.
But the same friend is my foe.
I fall harder with the false truth you carry.

Bec...Because of me?

Yes! And No!
I was the one who told you.
That, it was correct.
Because, I didn't know better.
I didn't know, that, you wouldn't forget.
I didn't know, I'd have to forget.
Make you forget.
Naivety killed the cat.

W...W...Was I right?

Absolutely right!
That's the correct question.
No! You were not.
You don't have to be.
It's your nature to be fast.
Not, "correct".

Wh...why bl...blame me then?

Because, I am failing to teach you.
Tech you new things.
I am failing to relearn.
Relearn the true truth.
What almost killed you.
Almost killed me. Us.
You areaa..I amtoo arrogant.
I am too weannn...no I am not w...weak!

N...N..Now what?

I want us both t...to learn t...together.
I want u...us both! to work together.
Again!
Like, we did.
T...Together we will, ag...again.
Be me. More of me.
More l..like me.
More like what aa_I want me t...to be.